Forever Falling

I am repelling myself from evil, from a person in a position of sheer domination over another. A father raping his daughter; self glorification at the expense of degrading another person’s spirit because they are selfish; selfish at the expense of this other person.

Now my thoughs are throwing themselves around like discarded clothing in my head. Cleaning up, I pick up a few and take some notes, but the rest, strewn about in an empty room disappear when I turn on the lamp. Sometimes the very word I need to say, the very word I need to see goes dark.

So I'm on my knees in a dark room, my hands on the floor scurrying around attempting to find something that was never there in the first place.

Now I can hardly see you any more.

You stay, you go. You will be someone who I remember as always sounding the hunting horn at the wrong time.

You catch your plane as my body folds forward like a suitcase locking in all the pain.